I'm sitting up in bed and it's 1:13am and I've been making a mix tape for about 6 hours (yet it's still average) and right inside this very exact moment, I'm feeling alright. As a general however, things are bad. I can't really decide who is to blame in this situation but I know that I feel dreadful as a constant - which is never even a good thing. I wish I could put as much passion as Connor Orbest puts into music into anything in the world. Some of these beautiful new friends in my life make me so happy and thankful and other nice things. I like eradicating all need for secrets and sharing things liberally and having a good time overall. I also have the nicest boyfriend in this entire galaxy Ooh I forgot i was writing this and it's now 2:07am and I'm having trouble burning the disk but it will probably be alright soon! This post is of no use. I might write a letter to Tat soon.